QIHANG IN 18 HOURS TIME.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
1:12 AM
Honestly thought I was the only one with that stupid feeling of holding on. But everyone at combined logistics and artistic comm meeting kinda felt that way. So many sleepless nights, so many sessions of meeting, of arguing, of rehearsals, of training. I even remember running with actresses to improve their lung capacity so they can scream their lungs out later. Oh, I mean, project their voice. Performing Drama is an art really. Sigh, and tml, it'll be over. As in, just another piece of memory. Is it only weaklings who sink into such post-performance depression or something. When I look at it from a practical form, it doesn't serve any purpose clinging on to it, clinging on to anything. Cause life goes on. And if QIHANG'10 is over, it's over, and I'll have other things to do. But I just can't help but get this whole mixed feelings thing.Sigh, I need to snap out of this really soon, cause reality must come and slap me in the face cause I can't complete my homework. But how to, when I spend at least 12 hours rehearsing everyday of the holidays. Argh.
Yes, I'm afraid. Tell me anything and everything's gonna be okay.
I just want it to be a perfect experience.
=) Perfect, that's the plan.
P-E-R-F-E-C-T.
Play for Dummies & Mirror (Jing) JIAYOU :)
--/ edit;
I must add, do you think there's a point where emotions overwhelms your ability to focus? When you honestly cannot focus, just like, how.. How I really need to do work now, but I just keep thinking about stuff, just stuff in general. And I can't focus. And I won't sleep till I do finish at least one of what I need to complete today. Cause no, I don't want to hand in everything late. :/ But how to give on time, yet of quality. How?
Lights out. That's a thought for both you and me to ponder.